Hey~guys~I'm gonna share a secrect with you guys, promise me keep this secrect,don't tell anybody who are not our classmate.
I have been here since last year, last day! I met some friends, I feel so happy because it is my first time study abroad! One of them named Joyce, we are very closed, seems my best friend here. She is younger than me, so I never care some bad things about her cause I think she is still a kid. We always stay together, we went to Six Flag Miagic Montain and Disney Land with school trip. I really had a good time to be with Joyce. Time goes fast, a quater is gone, she told me she will o back to New York. I was so sad. Before she leaves, I cooked dinner for her, my other friends made a small party for her at my home. After she went to NY, I had spent a hard time to used the life without her. One day, she told me on Skype, she was gonna back to study, I was so happy, I told her to live with me, so when she back here, she moved out from homestay, came to live with me.
To be honest, I made a bad decision that let her to live with me cause our life style is totally different. She never did her homework after school, but I need a quiet surrounding to finished my homework. She was so noisey, sometimes I even cannot slept well. I got bad effects from her, my body cannot used that kind of life style, I felt tired and I got sick. This is not the worst! The worst is she always thought about parties, she couldn't stand life without fun, so she always asked me where to have fun. My party life became because of her. In fact, you may ake me why I still join their parties? Yes! It's my falut on this question. I can ignore them, I still can live in my own style, why I join them! The reason why I choose to join them is I didn't realize the importance of this question. I lost my mind little by little. I knew how to smok from them, I am good at drinking...... So what???Do I need to feel proud of these things? bull shit! Those things are never ever can be feel proud of them.
In this quater, I met some new friends from China. I realized myy problem little by little. I felt complexity, and autoponition. However, during these time, I have been thinking many problems. What is friendship?Who are true friends? Friend is not people who knoes your name can called friend, friend care your feeling, they will say faults whatever you are interested to hear or not cause they will do things are good to you. True friend never let you to drink, true friend never let you smoking, they care your health, care your body, anyway, they care everything about you, they don't want you get hurts from anything. I feel lucky can met those new friends, they help me to change back, I like this kind of feeling, you can feel happy everyday from your heart. Guys, think about your friends, do you have the same friends as mine? keep away from them friendly, this is the best choice!
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