Dear Gordon

by: Angel

Dear Gordon:

    When you read this letter, I really want you to know the meaning of this letter. I hope you can understand how hard it is to make this decision. And also, I hope you keep going on your life, don’t do silly things!

    There was a time in my life when I thought I knew the answer. This meant that I had care for you more deeply than care for myself and that we had spent the rest of our life together. The first impression of you is most lasting. The first time that I met you is still living in my memory clearly, it just like happened yesterday. You are such a sweet boy, creative and assertive. You are so different from other boys. However, because of your family, you have a bad temper. I had tried to change your temper for many times, but I never succeed. You have to know the most important thing for now living in this cruel social is relationships, the more you get the more successful you will become. You are a smart boy, so don’t treat people like you did before, it will kill you.

    During these two years, I had thought that you are the one; I had believed firmly that we will stand by each other’s side forever, and I had made a decision without being noticed that I belong with you during my whole life. But as the time goes by, I have understood that love never alive without money little by little. It might be shows I am a money-oriented girl, but I have tell you that I have to be that kind of girl before I successful. The truth is always the most cruelly thing in the whole world. Things always destroyed by truth because the most truly truth is that people want to be alive; we don’t want to die, don’t you? We are not kids anymore, so become mature rather than childish.

One is always on a strange road watching strange scenery and listening strange music. Then one day, you will find that the things you try hard to forget are already gone. We have to do the things that we have to rather than we prefer to, so we might always meet strange people and walk on strange road alone. When tomorrow turns in today, yesterday, and someday that no more important in your memory, we suddenly realize that we are pushed forward by time. This is not a train in still in which you may feel forward when another train goes by. It is the truth that we've all grown up, and we become different. There has lots of beautiful views during the train of our life, you cannot remember each of them or stand beside on of them forever. The train is keep going and you have to follow it, or you will faired by the life.

When you feel hurt and your tears are going to drop. Please look up and have a look at the sky once belongs to us. If the sky is still vast, clouds are still clear, you shall not cry because my leave doesn't take away the world that belongs to you. Dear Gordon, we both on the train running to the future, you and me both are fight for our future. Trust me, there must have someone in the world is waiting for you, although you have no idea of who she is. Please, be happy, even though you are facing a big trouble. Smiling will help you to fix everything.

All of the best wishes for you!

Yours,

Angel